Ch. 46 Ep. 3: A Frustrating Feeling
After hearing Tsumugi's story, Kanata feels at a loss. Not knowing what to say to Tsumugi, her worries continue to gnaw at her.
Player
Great hustle, everybody! The practice regimen from Kanan was tough to say the least, so do some stretching when you get home too, okay?
Kasumi
I'm so done. Getting changed sapped the last of my energy. I won't make it home…
Lanzhu
Come over to my place then! You're more than welcome!
Kasumi
Maybe I will…
Shizuku
Don't go causing trouble for others now, Kasumi.
Kasumi
Huuuh?! But you heard her, she said I'm welcome!
Shioriko
Are you all right, Mia?
Mia
I'm okay.
Ayumu
You don't sound okay! Hang in there!
Kanata
I have some treats I baked practicing for the pâtissier contest. Want some? Sweet things perk you up, you know.
Ai
Better gobble something up before you bite the crust. Geddit?
Player
Bahaha! Nice, Ai! That was a good one! Hahaha!
Mia
It's wild how that level of pun got that kind of laugh out of you.
Ayumu
She laughs at anything, like a baby. It's one of the cute things about her.
Mia
That's crazy.
Kanata
I've got éclairs, lemon galette… Oh, and I have some orangette I made as a decoration left over. Take what you like!
Setsuna
These look amazing! Don't mind if I do!
Emma
Buono! This is so yummy, Kanata!
Rina
I can feel the sugar surging through my whole body. Rina-chan Board says, “Sinking in.”
Kanata
…………
Player
Kanata?
Kanata
Oh, sorry. I guess I spaced out.
Karin
You seem kind of beat. Why don't you take a break from club activities until the pâtissier contest is done? It can't be easy keeping up with both.
Kanata
N-No, it's fine! I'll come to the Club. Even if it's just for a bit. I love school idol stuff, after all!
Kanata
Not being able to do what you love is much worse…
Kanata
Not being able to do what you love…
Kanata
Agh… That really is tough…
Player
Is something the matter? You seem down, but not from being tired.
Shizuku
Right, it's not like you to be in such low spirits. Can you tell us what's bothering you?
Kanata
Hmm… Do you remember when I said I had a friend who I wanted to take part in the pâtissier contest with me?
Emma
The girl you said just quit baking not too long ago?
Kanata
That's the one. I asked her to do it with me, but she said no…
Ai
Oh, so that's what happened.
Kanata
Which is fine. I can still take part in the contest by myself.
Kanata
But when I asked her why, she got really down about it…
Shizuku
You mean she really can't do it anymore, just like you said before?
Kanata
She said she's afraid to bake.
Kanata
It really looked like she was in pain when she told me…
Kanata
But I just don't know how to approach her about it…
Kanata
The treats she baked really were something special. She had to have the people she was baking for in mind to have them turn out so well.
[Fade in/out.]
Kanata
Argh, my sugar sculpting just won't come out right.
Tsumugi
If you sculpt it with your supporting hand at the same time, it'll work. Here, like this…
Kanata
Ah, I did it! Yaaay! You're good with your hands, Tsumugi!
Tsumugi
Haha, I messed up plenty of times too, you know.
Kanata
Oh yeah, you stay behind to practice every single day, don't you? That's incredible.
Tsumugi
There's nothing incredible about it. There's a lot of stuff that doesn't turn out the way I wanted, so I have to practice more, that's all.
Tsumugi
The only way to get better at things like that is to keep doing them, after all.
[Fade in/out.]
Kanata
She already had a whole suite of cooking skills, but she kept refining them until they met her standards. And she really put her heart and soul into baking sweets.
Kanata
I couldn't tell you how many macarons she used to make. I got to taste one once, and my taste buds couldn't believe it.
Kanata
I didn't understand how a girl in the same year as me could make something that tasted so good.
Kanata
You can't practice baking the same things day in and day out until you're satisfied if you don't love doing it.
Kanata
And now, despite all of that…
Setsuna
It must feel terrible not to be able to do what you love anymore. Like some part of you is missing…
Ayumu
You can't just go and do something else either, that's the whole point of having something you love.
Kasumi
Why can't she do it anymore?
Kanata
She must have a reason, but I couldn't ask her.
Kanata
*Sigh* I wonder if there's anything I can do for her.
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