Ch. 16 Ep. 8: A Message from the Heart
Shioriko tells Ayumu that the club members have already given up on gathering 1,000 volunteers. After hearing about Ayumu's resolve, Shioriko suggests that she use a video-sharing website to broadcast her feelings to the world.
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I don't feel like doing anything.
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I've spent all this time working towards the School Idol Festival, so now I just feel like a deflated balloon.
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What goal should I work towards starting tomorrow?
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No wait, it's not over yet… We might not be able to hold the event at Nijigasaki, but it could still go ahead if I find another venue.
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But even if I do find a new venue, the problem with the volunteers still remains…
Player
Ugh, enough! I can't think about anything right now. Maybe my head will be a little clearer if I get some good sleep.
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In any case, I gotta tell everyone in μ's and Aqours.
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That can wait 'til tomorrow, right? I've had it for today.
Player
Huh? A call from Honoka?
[Taking out phone.]
Player
Hi, Honoka. What's up?
Honoka
What's up?! Aren't you watching right now?! Ayumu's live stream is going viral!
Player
Huh? Ayumu? On a live stream? Wh-What's happening?!
Honoka
Whoa, whoa! Calm down! Come on now, take some deep breaths…
Player
*Inhale* *Exhale* *Inhale* *Exhale*
Honoka
Feel better?
Player
Yeah. So what are you talking about? Ayumu on a live stream? Right now?
Honoka
She's live streaming a video right now so you should tune in to watch her.
Player
I'm kinda scared. Could you tell me what she's talking about?
Honoka
You need to see for yourself.
Player
Okay.
Honoka
You two sure are lucky to have each other as childhood friends. Anyway, catch you later.
[Putting phone away.]
Player
A video live stream? Oh, it must be on this site.
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She's right. It really is Ayumu. How many days has it been since I last saw her?
[Fade in/out.]
Ayumu
I never had any dreams or passions of my own.
Ayumu
Every day I just had fun hanging out with my friends, knitting, and baking. It's not like I felt like something was missing from my life.
Ayumu
But ever since I became a school idol and found friends to share that with, my life got really, really fun. Now every day is exciting and important to me.
Ayumu
My high school life up until that point was fun in its own way, but nothing I could really brag about. I wasn't fulfilled.
Ayumu
But now that I'm a school idol, I can proudly say that I am absolutely fulfilled.
Ayumu
It was my childhood friend who invited me to join the world of school idols.
Ayumu
This very dear friend of mine loves school idols more than anybody else and is always right by our members' sides cheering us on.
Ayumu
When I first joined, I really wasn't serious about it at all. In fact, I don't think I had the passion that the other members of the club did.
Ayumu
But my friend always seemed so happy to watch me practice every day. She has the best smile. I felt motivated to work hard because I wanted to see her smile.
Ayumu
I was so happy about mastering dance moves I couldn't do at the start and being able to project my voice further. Before I knew it, I was absolutely loving practice.
Ayumu
The more I practiced, the better I got, and she was thrilled with my improvements. And best of all, I was so happy when people who came to see our shows told me they had fun.
Ayumu
It felt good to spread that happiness to everyone, including myself, by working hard. What started off as a casual hobby became a passion of mine.
Ayumu
I never had dreams of my own, but as I kept practicing and performing, I found a dream I wanted to pursue.
Ayumu
I wanted to make it real with everyone. Working hard towards a common goal with your friends is more fun than I can even express.
Ayumu
I have that friend of mine to thank for everything. For inviting me to become a school idol, for encouraging and supporting me every day. I couldn't be more grateful to her.
Ayumu
However, I got into an argument with her. We still haven't patched things over yet.
Ayumu
My feelings exploded, and I got emotional… Before I knew it, I had said something I really didn't mean.
Ayumu
I said I didn't like being a school idol and that I wasn't doing it because I wanted to.
Ayumu
Ever since that day, I've been ignoring messages from everyone, skipping practice, and feeling ready to quit being a school idol.
Ayumu
I thought I could quit and pick up my old life, but something wasn't right. Even knitting or baking left me feeling like something was missing—like I had a hole in my heart.
Ayumu
I'd gotten exposed to something really, really fun. I finally realized that the only things that could fill that hole were being a school idol and seeing her smile.
Ayumu
After everything that's happened, I finally realized something. I really, really love school idols.
Ayumu
And I most definitely want to see through this big, amazing dream I have with my friend and my club members. I want the School Idol Festival to go ahead.
Ayumu
Everyone is working so, so hard to bring the School Idol Festival back.
Ayumu
We read through lots of info, negotiated with many people, and bounced ideas off all the participants to come up with an event that everyone would love.
Ayumu
We reworked and fine-tuned so much that when we left to finally go home every day, it would already be nighttime. Sometimes I'd be so tired that I'd fall asleep right there.
Ayumu
Yet it never once felt like work.
Ayumu
More than anything, it was just so much fun to see our dreams come together with our club president and all of our amazing members.
Ayumu
Our president might not be a school idol herself, but she loves school idols more than anybody else. She's always right by our side to support us.
Ayumu
She's lost so much sleep working on the School Idol Festival, which is supposed to be about bringing fun and joy to everyone who loves school idols.
Ayumu
It's going to put a smile on the face of everyone who joins up with us.
Ayumu
I want to be a part of the School Idol Festival with everyone. With Nijigasaki, μ's, Aqours, and all the people around the world who love school idols.
Ayumu
This is a festival that brings together everyone who loves school idols. It's guaranteed to be fun!
Ayumu
The School Idol Festival is my dream!
Ayumu
So won't you all join me in helping me make my dream come true? And let me make yours come true too! I'm asking you from the bottom of my heart!
[Fade in/out.]
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Ayumu…
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*Gasp*
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(I shouldn't just be sitting around here watching her, I need to go see her. I need to see her and apologize to her, and…)
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