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Ch. 25 Ep. 3: Different Goals

Practicing with Lanzhu makes Karin realize how polished Lanzhu is—but her level is attainable with enough practice. Because Lanzhu won the joint event, Karin is convinced further that her methods are right. Her obsession deepens.

Karin

What was that dance step just now? I'll play it back in slow motion…

Karin

What? Wow, what kind of core muscles does she have going on in that body of hers?

Karin

Lanzhu really is in another league. The more I watch her, the more I realize this. There's no textbook around that's as good as this.

Emma

Karin? It's me, Emma. Could I talk to you now?

Karin

Emma?! I'll open the door!

Karin

Oh…

Emma

Good evening, Karin. How've you been?

Karin

F-Fine. What about you?

Emma

Of course! I'm always doing great. Have you been able to get yourself out of bed in the morning?

Karin

Well, kinda not really.

Emma

*Chuckle* What do you mean by that? You oddball.

Karin

Oh, that is kinda odd, huh? *Giggle*

Emma

Karin… Your room's a mess.

Karin

Ack… I-I'm just leaving these clothes here so that they're easy for me to put on right away. I can tidy them up anytime I want, you know? Really, I mean it!

Emma

Reeeeeally?

Karin

Really! So just… Just sit down. I'll make some tea for you.

[Fade in/out.]

Emma

I brought some cookies. These have been a favorite of mine lately. Go on, eat up!

Karin

…These are delicious. They have a subtle taste.

Emma

Right? Apparently they have vegetables and soy pulp in them. They're low in calories so it's okay to eat a bunch of them!

Karin

*Giggle* Could you stop luring me onto the evil path of temptation like that?

Emma

But we eat a bunch and practice a bunch. So really, we're eating a bunch so that we can practice a bunch!

Karin

Oh, Emma… *Giggle*

Emma

What were you doing just now? I'm sorry if I interrupted you during your stretches.

Karin

Huh? Oh, that's okay. I was just watching some videos.

Emma

What videos? Can I watch them with you?

Karin

Oh… They're videos of Lanzhu dancing. She's pretty much perfect quality, so it helps me to learn…

Emma

Lanzhu's videos?

Emma

Do you want to be like Lanzhu?

Karin

It's not that I want to be like her, but she's close to what I'm aiming for. I'm using her as a reference.

Emma

I see… You are a little like Lanzhu these days.

Karin

You…don't really like seeing me like that, do you?

Emma

I don't.

Karin

You're so blunt…

Emma

I can't lie to you, Karin.

Emma

Your performances ever since you went to the Association don't excite me like they used to.

Emma

I think you've really improved. You must be working really hard in the Association. But…I prefer your performances from back when you were in the Club.

Karin

…Are you saying you prefer me when I was rough and imperfect?

Emma

That's not what I mean! It's just that…

Karin

You might not mean it that way, but that's how it sounds to me.

Karin

I know that everyone in the Club would prefer to avoid the Association. Especially you.

Emma

Karin…

Karin

But think about it. The Association has a top-class environment. We're taught directly by pros. Their guidance is precise, and even I'm amazed by my own progress.

Emma

Is it really that important to be taught by professionals?

Karin

Of course it is. I want to aim even higher. I want to win against both μ's and Aqours as well.

Karin

Emma, didn't you feel anything when you watched μ's and Aqours perform at the School Idol Festival?

Emma

I thought they were incredible. There was a dream-like fun about the performances, which was so wonderful. I fell further in love with school idols.

Karin

That's it? You didn't feel the urge to win against them or surpass them?

Emma

It did make me want to put on wonderful performances that would rival theirs, but I don't really get the whole winning or losing thing.

Emma

Because all I want to be is the school idol I'm aiming to be.

Karin

The same goes for me. I want to be the school idol I aim to be. That's why I chose to join the Association.

Karin

I want to go to the top. I don't want to lose against anyone. I want to win!

Emma

But Kasumi's performance at the live show the other day captured everyone's hearts, didn't it?

Karin

W-Well… She just got lucky.

Karin

Lanzhu was the one who ended up winning the whole thing. That's proof that the Association's way is the right way.

Emma

Lanzhu's way is right for her. But I'm not sure if that's what being a school idol is all about.

Emma

That said, there's a lot about her that I find amazing. It's just that… Karin, you're… You're…

Emma

Sorry, I can't really articulate it very well…

Karin

That's enough.

Karin

You guys can have fun over there doing your own thing. I'm different!

Emma

K-Karin?!

Karin

Just leave!

Karin

*Huff* *Pant*

Karin

Now I've done it. All she did was come see me because she was worried… I'm really just way too on edge lately.


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