Ch. 25 Ep. 3: Different Goals
Practicing with Lanzhu makes Karin realize how polished Lanzhu is—but her level is attainable with enough practice. Because Lanzhu won the joint event, Karin is convinced further that her methods are right. Her obsession deepens.
Karin
What was that dance step just now? I'll play it back in slow motion…
Karin
What? Wow, what kind of core muscles does she have going on in that body of hers?
Karin
Lanzhu really is in another league. The more I watch her, the more I realize this. There's no textbook around that's as good as this.
Emma
Karin? It's me, Emma. Could I talk to you now?
Karin
Emma?! I'll open the door!
Karin
Oh…
Emma
Good evening, Karin. How've you been?
Karin
F-Fine. What about you?
Emma
Of course! I'm always doing great. Have you been able to get yourself out of bed in the morning?
Karin
Well, kinda not really.
Emma
*Chuckle* What do you mean by that? You oddball.
Karin
Oh, that is kinda odd, huh? *Giggle*
Emma
Karin… Your room's a mess.
Karin
Ack… I-I'm just leaving these clothes here so that they're easy for me to put on right away. I can tidy them up anytime I want, you know? Really, I mean it!
Emma
Reeeeeally?
Karin
Really! So just… Just sit down. I'll make some tea for you.
[Fade in/out.]
Emma
I brought some cookies. These have been a favorite of mine lately. Go on, eat up!
Karin
…These are delicious. They have a subtle taste.
Emma
Right? Apparently they have vegetables and soy pulp in them. They're low in calories so it's okay to eat a bunch of them!
Karin
*Giggle* Could you stop luring me onto the evil path of temptation like that?
Emma
But we eat a bunch and practice a bunch. So really, we're eating a bunch so that we can practice a bunch!
Karin
Oh, Emma… *Giggle*
Emma
What were you doing just now? I'm sorry if I interrupted you during your stretches.
Karin
Huh? Oh, that's okay. I was just watching some videos.
Emma
What videos? Can I watch them with you?
Karin
Oh… They're videos of Lanzhu dancing. She's pretty much perfect quality, so it helps me to learn…
Emma
Lanzhu's videos?
Emma
Do you want to be like Lanzhu?
Karin
It's not that I want to be like her, but she's close to what I'm aiming for. I'm using her as a reference.
Emma
I see… You are a little like Lanzhu these days.
Karin
You…don't really like seeing me like that, do you?
Emma
I don't.
Karin
You're so blunt…
Emma
I can't lie to you, Karin.
Emma
Your performances ever since you went to the Association don't excite me like they used to.
Emma
I think you've really improved. You must be working really hard in the Association. But…I prefer your performances from back when you were in the Club.
Karin
…Are you saying you prefer me when I was rough and imperfect?
Emma
That's not what I mean! It's just that…
Karin
You might not mean it that way, but that's how it sounds to me.
Karin
I know that everyone in the Club would prefer to avoid the Association. Especially you.
Emma
Karin…
Karin
But think about it. The Association has a top-class environment. We're taught directly by pros. Their guidance is precise, and even I'm amazed by my own progress.
Emma
Is it really that important to be taught by professionals?
Karin
Of course it is. I want to aim even higher. I want to win against both μ's and Aqours as well.
Karin
Emma, didn't you feel anything when you watched μ's and Aqours perform at the School Idol Festival?
Emma
I thought they were incredible. There was a dream-like fun about the performances, which was so wonderful. I fell further in love with school idols.
Karin
That's it? You didn't feel the urge to win against them or surpass them?
Emma
It did make me want to put on wonderful performances that would rival theirs, but I don't really get the whole winning or losing thing.
Emma
Because all I want to be is the school idol I'm aiming to be.
Karin
The same goes for me. I want to be the school idol I aim to be. That's why I chose to join the Association.
Karin
I want to go to the top. I don't want to lose against anyone. I want to win!
Emma
But Kasumi's performance at the live show the other day captured everyone's hearts, didn't it?
Karin
W-Well… She just got lucky.
Karin
Lanzhu was the one who ended up winning the whole thing. That's proof that the Association's way is the right way.
Emma
Lanzhu's way is right for her. But I'm not sure if that's what being a school idol is all about.
Emma
That said, there's a lot about her that I find amazing. It's just that… Karin, you're… You're…
Emma
Sorry, I can't really articulate it very well…
Karin
That's enough.
Karin
You guys can have fun over there doing your own thing. I'm different!
Emma
K-Karin?!
Karin
Just leave!
Karin
*Huff* *Pant*
Karin
Now I've done it. All she did was come see me because she was worried… I'm really just way too on edge lately.
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