Ch. 21 Ep. 8: That View and My Feelings
Mia and Lanzhu entrust Shizuku with a song that takes full advantage of her expressiveness. She normally would've been excited, but Kasumi's show from yesterday has her head in a fog. Troubled, Shizuku decides to pay you a visit.
Player
Sorry for the wait, Shizuku.
Shizuku
My apologies for asking you out here all of a sudden.
Player
Don't worry about it. So what was this thing you wanted to talk to me about?
Shizuku
As a member of the Association, I honestly don't know if this is something that I should be asking you, but…could you lend me your assistance?
Player
Of course. Didn't I tell you that I'd always support you? I'm happy that you can still count on me.
Shizuku
Thank you for that. I'm confused about a lot of things right now. So what I want to ask you might sound really strange, but…
Shizuku
How do you go about writing your songs?
Player
You want to know about my songwriting process? Hm… I think about everyone while I do it. I guess?
Shizuku
Can I ask you to explain that in more detail? Do you refer to several sources during the process like Mia does?
Player
Do I refer to anything? Hm… For example, Ayumu is a really hard worker. Right?
Shizuku
Huh? Yes, she is.
Player
Even if it's something that nobody would even notice, she'll keep at it until, little by little, she's satisfied. She's always been like that.
Player
She might take a long time, but I think she's amazing because she can put so much effort into something like that.
Player
Kasumi knows who she wants to be, and she's working hard to achieve that goal. Sometimes she just ends up spinning her wheels, but that's cute too.
Shizuku
Yes, Kasumi is a very straight-forward person.
Player
I think you're an earnest person. You take great care to maintain your ideals. You always think things through before taking any action, and that's amazing.
Player
Although, I am a little worried that you might be trying a little too hard sometimes.
Shizuku
Y-You think so?
Player
Usually, you're proper and put-together, but around Kasumi and Rina you really act your age. It's so adorable.
Player
There are so many wonderful things about you that once I get going I can't stop.
Shizuku
Um… I'm overjoyed by your compliments, but I wanted to ask you about songwriting today, so…
Player
O-Oh yeah, that's right. Sorry, once I get going on about the things I love about everyone then there's no stopping me.
Player
The thing is, I can't write songs the same way that Mia does. Trying to marry theory and natural sense like that is beyond impossible for me.
Player
The only thing I have is my endless love for all school idols.
Player
And I don't think those feelings would lose to anybody's. I care about you all the most of anyone in this whole wide world.
Shizuku
Oh, you…
Player
I think the things that appeal to me about everyone are the same things that all of your fans are drawn to.
Player
So I try to incorporate the things I find attractive in each of you into the songs I write.
Player
Do you remember how we made that song together? When you hit a wall, I practically overwhelmed you with questions.
Shizuku
You did. That's right, you did! You asked me so much about myself and what I wanted to do!
[Fade in/out.]
Player
And, and…
Shizuku
*Giggle* Is this supposed to be an interview?
Player
What?
Shizuku
Even though I'm the one who asked for help with songwriting, you're asking me all the questions.
Player
*Laugh* You're right. But this is your very first song. I want to make sure that all your desires and all your feelings come across to your audience.
Shizuku
But I still can't put those things into words very well. And even still you understood what I was trying to say?
Player
I can tell that this is really eating at you.
Shizuku
O-Oh my goodness! Do not put that in a song!
Player
*Chuckle* I can tell that you're really at odds with yourself over this, so I want to do what I can to help.
Shizuku
Prez…
Shizuku
There is one thing though. One thing that I'm sure about now. And I know that this feeling will never change.
Shizuku
I want to respond with everything I have to the feelings of all the people who cheer for me, including you!
[Fade in/out.]
Shizuku
You listened to and accepted even my vague manner of describing everything.
Player
That's because I enjoy it all so much. Not only supporting you as you do your best to share yourself on stage, but I also enjoy discovering what you want to do and helping in any way I can.
Player
More than anything, I'm happy to be able to cheer for you while you're up on stage.
Shizuku
You really always thought about my feelings when you made songs for me.
Player
That's all I can do for you.
Shizuku
I'm overjoyed, so don't downplay what you do!
Shizuku
Thank you so much. I feel like I understand now.
Shizuku
This feeling that hasn't faded ever since I saw Kasumi's live show… That might be it.
Player
What feeling?
Shizuku
The feeling of enjoying something with someone.
Shizuku
Kasumi takes her feelings and puts them all out there for everyone, and I couldn't take my eyes off her. So I cheered as hard as I could.
Shizuku
Watching her in that moment, she looked so happy.
Shizuku
I'm looking for the same thing. You, Kasumi, and me—we're all happy when the cheers from everyone in the audience reach us.
Shizuku
That same feeling is in all my songs and within me!
Shizuku
The feelings I want to convey through song, the feelings I want to be received, and the cheers of everyone who received them…
Shizuku
The way to express the world I want to build with everyone—the way the School Idol Club expresses itself—isn't just about acting the part.
Shizuku
It's about expressing myself on stage with everyone because you're there—because everyone is there—cheering for me. That is what makes a Nijigasaki High School Idol Club performance!
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