Ch. 15 Ep. 8: Nervous and Uneasy
The info session finished without enough volunteers for the goal, but there's no time to feel down. The club members are shaken even as they discuss moving forward. You feel the most responsibility out of everyone, worrying Ayumu.
Karin
I wonder when she's going to come back?
Emma
Hasn't it been way too long now?
Setsuna
I didn't think we'd stop seeing her altogether after that… She loves this club.
Ayumu
She's contacting almost 1,000 different people. It sounds like she has no time at all.
Kasumi
How many people has she managed to reach? Do you think she'll come tomorrow?
Ayumu
I don't know…
Ai
I really think it's crazy for her to be trying to reach so many people all by herself.
Kanata
We wanna help her out too.
Rina
Yeah, that would be much more efficient.
Ayumu
I told her that when we talked yesterday, but she said she wants to do everything herself… She told me to focus on what I should be doing.
Karin
I guess so, but I'm so worried about her I can hardly concentrate on that.
Kasumi
It feels like we're nothing more than strangers if she says she wants to do it all on her own.
Ayumu
Yeah…
Setsuna
I mean, I'm super grateful that she's working so hard on our behalf… I really am, but…
Karin
I wish she'd lean on us a little more. Are we that unreliable?
Shizuku
I feel a little sad that she won't rely on us.
Ai
You know, I don't want to bum us all out by saying this, but if she's not around then it doesn't even feel worth it to practice.
Kasumi
I totally understand. Whenever I do a good job, she praises me and tells me how amazing I am… So it's hard to not have someone like that around anymore.
Emma
And she always looked so happy to be watching us practice. Whenever I saw that, I'd start to have more fun too.
Rina
Whenever she was here, it felt like practice finished in a flash. But now…
Kanata
Yeah. Now it feels like the time just drags on. Plus, this room feels kinda empty without her.
Ai
I really wish she'd at least just pop in and say hi.
Ayumu
I do too.
[Fade in/out.]
Shioriko
Uehara?
Ayumu
…
Shioriko
Uehara!
Ayumu
What? Oh, Shioriko… What is it?
Shioriko
That's what I want to know. You looked lost in thought, but you should watch where you're going.
Ayumu
Sorry.
Shioriko
You seem pretty down. Was the situation with the volunteers that much of a shock? You shouldn't let it bother you, that's just how things are.
Shioriko
I actually think it's quite impressive that you managed to get so many people to show up…
Ayumu
No, that's not what's bothering me, exactly.
Shioriko
Then what is it?
Ayumu
I mean, of course it was a shock that not enough volunteers showed up to the session. But that's not it…
Ayumu
Um, I guess I'm having a hard time explaining it.
Shioriko
I'd be happy to listen to you. It's all right if you can't find the right words. Just tell me what you're feeling.
Ayumu
Thank you, Shioriko.
Shioriko
Should we go somewhere we can talk?
Ayumu
Yeah…
[Fade in/out.]
Shioriko
Oh, I see. So that's what's been going on.
Ayumu
I've never seen her like this before. I don't know what to do…
Shioriko
I know, did you ever give her the present we got the other day?
Ayumu
No, not yet. We were going to have a small gathering after the info session, and I planned to give it to her there…
Ayumu
But after what happened, it wasn't the time. And besides, she hasn't come to club practice at all since then, so her old notebook isn't even filled up yet.
Shioriko
You should start by giving her the present. She's a sharp girl, but right now she is so overwhelmed that she's blinded to those around her.
Shioriko
That gift is filled with the love you all have for her… So I'm sure she'll pick up on how you feel when she sees the messages that everyone has written.
Ayumu
You really think so?
Shioriko
Yes, I really do. Let me set up a time for you two to talk.
Ayumu
What? But… Won't that be too much trouble for you?
Shioriko
No, not at all. Actually, I think I'm partially responsible for things turning out this way, so please let me help.
Ayumu
Thank you, Shioriko!
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