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Ch. 15 Ep. 8: Nervous and Uneasy

The info session finished without enough volunteers for the goal, but there's no time to feel down. The club members are shaken even as they discuss moving forward. You feel the most responsibility out of everyone, worrying Ayumu.

Karin

I wonder when she's going to come back?

Emma

Hasn't it been way too long now?

Setsuna

I didn't think we'd stop seeing her altogether after that… She loves this club.

Ayumu

She's contacting almost 1,000 different people. It sounds like she has no time at all.

Kasumi

How many people has she managed to reach? Do you think she'll come tomorrow?

Ayumu

I don't know…

Ai

I really think it's crazy for her to be trying to reach so many people all by herself.

Kanata

We wanna help her out too.

Rina

Yeah, that would be much more efficient.

Ayumu

I told her that when we talked yesterday, but she said she wants to do everything herself… She told me to focus on what I should be doing.

Karin

I guess so, but I'm so worried about her I can hardly concentrate on that.

Kasumi

It feels like we're nothing more than strangers if she says she wants to do it all on her own.

Ayumu

Yeah…

Setsuna

I mean, I'm super grateful that she's working so hard on our behalf… I really am, but…

Karin

I wish she'd lean on us a little more. Are we that unreliable?

Shizuku

I feel a little sad that she won't rely on us.

Ai

You know, I don't want to bum us all out by saying this, but if she's not around then it doesn't even feel worth it to practice.

Kasumi

I totally understand. Whenever I do a good job, she praises me and tells me how amazing I am… So it's hard to not have someone like that around anymore.

Emma

And she always looked so happy to be watching us practice. Whenever I saw that, I'd start to have more fun too.

Rina

Whenever she was here, it felt like practice finished in a flash. But now…

Kanata

Yeah. Now it feels like the time just drags on. Plus, this room feels kinda empty without her.

Ai

I really wish she'd at least just pop in and say hi.

Ayumu

I do too.

[Fade in/out.]

Shioriko

Uehara?

Ayumu

…

Shioriko

Uehara!

Ayumu

What? Oh, Shioriko… What is it?

Shioriko

That's what I want to know. You looked lost in thought, but you should watch where you're going.

Ayumu

Sorry.

Shioriko

You seem pretty down. Was the situation with the volunteers that much of a shock? You shouldn't let it bother you, that's just how things are.

Shioriko

I actually think it's quite impressive that you managed to get so many people to show up…

Ayumu

No, that's not what's bothering me, exactly.

Shioriko

Then what is it?

Ayumu

I mean, of course it was a shock that not enough volunteers showed up to the session. But that's not it…

Ayumu

Um, I guess I'm having a hard time explaining it.

Shioriko

I'd be happy to listen to you. It's all right if you can't find the right words. Just tell me what you're feeling.

Ayumu

Thank you, Shioriko.

Shioriko

Should we go somewhere we can talk?

Ayumu

Yeah…

[Fade in/out.]

Shioriko

Oh, I see. So that's what's been going on.

Ayumu

I've never seen her like this before. I don't know what to do…

Shioriko

I know, did you ever give her the present we got the other day?

Ayumu

No, not yet. We were going to have a small gathering after the info session, and I planned to give it to her there…

Ayumu

But after what happened, it wasn't the time. And besides, she hasn't come to club practice at all since then, so her old notebook isn't even filled up yet.

Shioriko

You should start by giving her the present. She's a sharp girl, but right now she is so overwhelmed that she's blinded to those around her.

Shioriko

That gift is filled with the love you all have for her… So I'm sure she'll pick up on how you feel when she sees the messages that everyone has written.

Ayumu

You really think so?

Shioriko

Yes, I really do. Let me set up a time for you two to talk.

Ayumu

What? But… Won't that be too much trouble for you?

Shioriko

No, not at all. Actually, I think I'm partially responsible for things turning out this way, so please let me help.

Ayumu

Thank you, Shioriko!


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