Ch. 15 Ep. 10: Conflict
Honoka and Chika ask that the Nijigasaki girls be first up on the main stage, leaving you feeling an even stronger responsibility towards the School Idol Festival. One day, Shioriko asks you to the student council room. What could she want?
Shioriko
I apologize for having you come out here.
Player
Sorry, I had to contact volunteers, so I couldn't get here right away… What's going on?
Shioriko
It's not me who would like to speak to you. It's Uehara.
Player
Ayumu?
Shioriko
Yes, she's waiting inside.
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Ayumu
It feels like it's been a while… How have you been?
Player
Oh, uh, yeah, it has… Ayumu, what's the matter?
Ayumu
Lately, I haven't seen you in the mornings or after school or at the club, so I had Shioriko arrange some time for us to talk.
Player
I'm really sorry I don't have time to spend with everyone… There's just something I have to prioritize above all else right now.
Ayumu
Are you sure you're not pushing yourself too hard? It won't be worth it if you get sick. Everyone in the club is worried about you.
Player
I'm fine. I promise I won't get sick until after the School Idol Festival is over, so there's no need to worry.
Ayumu
But I can't help but worry. I wish you'd rest just a little… Well, actually, I wish you'd rely on us more.
Player
I can't do that. I want you guys to practice. Like I said in my message, you're going to get to perform with ÎĽ's and Aqours. I want you to use all your time to prepare.
Ayumu
Of course we're getting our practicing in. I mean, we're going to get to perform with ÎĽ's and Aqours! We can't do anything that would embarrass them.
Ayumu
But for now, the most important thing is getting volunteers, right? We don't want it to all fall on your shoulders. We want to help too.
Ayumu
We're all clubmates, right? Let's work together on this.
Player
Thanks. But it's my fault that getting volunteers turned into this mess, so I want to handle it myself. This is my job and something that I have to do.
Player
That might cause some trouble for everyone in the club, but it's what I need to do for all of you.
Ayumu
For all of us?
Player
Yeah.
Ayumu
If you're really thinking that it's for all of us… Then we'd rather you came to club practice.
Player
I want to, of course. But I can't right now. If I don't do what I need to, the School Idol Festival will be a bust. I have to prevent that at all costs.
Ayumu
Will it really be the end of the world if it's a bust? Is it truly THAT crucial that it's a success? Giving up would–
Player
I can't give up! I absolutely refuse to. If I'm that weak-hearted about it, I won't be able to do anything!
Ayumu
That's true, but is the School Idol Festival really that important?!
Ayumu
When we made the club official, you said, “I promise to always be on your side, no matter what happens. I'll cheer you on with everything I've got.” I don't feel that now.
Player
I-I mean… But school idols all over Japan are really looking forward to this event, you know!
Player
They're all saying they want to perform with us and that this event will make their dreams come true. We have our dream, but we have to think about everyone else's dreams too!
Player
ÎĽ's and Aqours are working really hard to help us achieve that, too. That's why this event HAS to succeed, no matter what.
Player
It's everyone's dream… So I have to do this. You understand that too, don't you Ayumu?
Ayumu
Yeah… I do.
Player
Well, if you understand, then–
Ayumu
I understand… But it just doesn't feel right!
Player
What?
Ayumu
This might be me being selfish. No, I know it is. Everything you've said is right. We've come so far, and we can't call it off now. I'm just as aware that we have to do it.
Ayumu
But right now, I feel so lonely I can't stand it.
Player
Ayumu…
Ayumu
And it's not just me. Everyone else said they feel the same way. They said there's something missing without you, that they can work hard because you're there.
Player
Oh, a potential volunteer is calling! They called me back… Hold on a second, I have to take this. Ayumu, let's finish our talk later.
Ayumu
What?! W-Wait, I have to give you this!
Player
What?
Ayumu
Um, this is a present for you. Shioriko and I picked it out together. We want to thank you for everything you do. There's a little surprise from everyone on the first page.
Ayumu
Oh, I guess it's not a surprise if I tell you in advance. Umm, even if it's after your phone call, please come to club practice today. Then we can all be together for the–
Player
Sorry, please let me focus on this alone right now.
Ayumu
But…
Ayumu
Oh… Sorry. They hung up.
Player
I have to hurry and call them back!
Ayumu
Wait! At least take the present! It has all of our messages for you in it!
Player
I told you, there's something I have to do right now! We're childhood friends, so why can't you understand how I feel?!
Player
Oops…
Ayumu
You're right, I don't understand…
Player
Um, I'm sorry…
Ayumu
I don't understand anything about you anymore! And you won't try to understand how I feel, either!
Ayumu
I don't actually care about everyone's dream! I just wanted… I just wanted to practice with you. I became a school idol because you invited me to!
Ayumu
You promised to cheer us on and be on our side, but you're not even paying attention to us right now!
Ayumu
It's like you have no idea what's going on with the club! It's not fun at all!
Ayumu
And if it's not fun… Then I don't care about being a school idol anymore.
Ayumu
I don't like being a school idol… And you're being stupid!
Player
A-Ayumu?!
Player
Why? Why won't she understand?! Does Ayumu really care so little about everyone's dreams, and about school idols?
Player
I didn't think she was the type of person to say something like that.
Shioriko
This may not be my place, but allow me to say one thing. You are the one who pushed her to the point to make her say those things.
Player
What?
Shioriko
Please try to think back and remember what sort of expression she had on her face.
Player
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