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Ch. 13 Ep. 9: Not Every Step

Shioriko cannot understand how the members happily support Ayumu despite wishing to stand on stage themselves. She comes across Ayumu practicing alone and calls out to her.

Ayumu

One, two, three, four. One, two, three, four…

Ayumu

*Sigh* My movements are too slow in the second half. I need to work on my stamina.

Ayumu

Okay, one more time! I can do this!

Shioriko

Ayumu.

Ayumu

Whoa! Sh-Shioriko, you scared me.

Shioriko

You're still here?

Ayumu

Yes, the live show's coming up, after all.

Shioriko

I am well aware, but you do not want to worsen your condition by overworking yourself.

Shioriko

I observed you for a bit before I said anything. Your footwork was much sloppier than usual. That was not dancing. You were simply moving your feet.

Shioriko

If you keep practicing like that, you will only develop strange habits. It is pointless to continue.

Ayumu

Shioriko, you do know a lot about school idols, don't you?

Shioriko

The same as anyone else.

Ayumu

Really? Um, I always tell myself I have to work extra hard for the other members, but then that makes it hard for me to know when to stop practicing.

Shioriko

For the other members? Ayumu, do you feel guilty that you will be performing instead of them?

Ayumu

Huh? Well, yes, a little.

Shioriko

Then why couldn't you keep your feelings of wanting to do it to yourself?

Ayumu

I don't know. I thought I'd do the best job of showing all those students, young and ready to take on the world, how fun it is to do something for the first time.

Shioriko

Is that why you thought you should be the one on stage?

Ayumu

You know, I won't be standing up on stage alone, Shioriko.

Ayumu

The other club members have been supporting me and cheering me on so that the live show will be a huge hit.

Ayumu

They'll all be on stage with me, too. I'll be alone but not really alone. That's what it feels like to me.

Shioriko

Alone but not really alone?

Ayumu

That's right. And I feel like you'll be there, too.

Shioriko

Me? Why?

Ayumu

Because you came to talk to me today.

Shioriko

Well, that's because… I know you have a tendency to work too hard. As the student council president, I thought I should make sure you were okay.

Ayumu

*Giggle* That's fine. Maybe I'm just reading too much into things.

Ayumu

What about you, Shioriko? Did you realize anything after joining our school idol practices?

Shioriko

I… Just as before, I still believe being a school idol is a waste of time. However…

Ayumu

However?

Shioriko

I think I have a better understanding of why you were all so desperate to save your club.

Shioriko

I also understand why the other clubs want to do things that I find useless. Just a little, though.

Ayumu

I see. I'm glad you had some fun during our practices.

Shioriko

I wouldn't go that far. And I still do think it is a waste of time.

Shioriko

I still believe that your time could be better spent on something more valuable.

Shioriko

However, I may have been wrong to dismiss every part of your activities as worthless. That is all.

Ayumu

You're so nice, Shioriko.

Shioriko

Um, how in the world did you come to that conclusion?

Ayumu

It just came to me while we were talking.

Shioriko

I am not nice. I just do not want people to make the wrong choices.

Ayumu

*Giggle*

Shioriko

Why are you laughing?

Ayumu

Oh, it's nothing. There's just something reassuring about having you here.

Shioriko

Reassuring? Why is that?

Ayumu

Because you've been watching over us.

Ayumu

When we're unsure about what path we should take, you give us advice. When we get lost, you help us find our way again.

Ayumu

When we head down the wrong path, you call us back on track. Knowing all that just feels really reassuring.

Ayumu

I bet everyone else feels the same way, too.

Shioriko

I don't know. I think everyone else sees me as a nuisance.

Ayumu

Maybe sometimes, but I don't think that's the only thing that people think. Everyone can see how earnest you are.

Ayumu

I do think you could have a little more faith in everyone, though.

Shioriko

Have more faith?

Ayumu

Yes. You said this earlier…

Ayumu

Something may seem like a waste of time, but that doesn't mean everything about it is useless. I think a lot of things in life are like that.

Ayumu

So I think you can step back and watch over people from a distance a bit more.

Shioriko

I will think about it.


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