Shizuku Ep. 9: To Become a Bird?!
After hearing what Aqours had to say, Shizuku goes to see Honoka for even more answers. She finds the exchange between the ÎĽ's members eye-opening.
Honoka
It's a rare treat for you to come down on your own, but I'm really happy you did! You should come hang out more often!
Honoka
Oh, sorry. You wanted to know why we became school idols, right?
Honoka
Hmm. I guess because I saw A-RISE sing and it just hit me that this is what I wanna do!
Honoka
A-RISE is incredible! When they show up, the atmosphere in the room changes instantly! You feel like you're alone with A-RISE there!
Shizuku
So you all started off with admiration for another group as well?
Honoka
Yup! After we saw A-RISE perform, it looked like so much fun, we wanted to give it a try ourselves.
Shizuku
It looked like fun so you wanted to give it a try… That makes sense. Your motivation may have been simple, but that's what makes it so strong.
Nico
What exactly are you hoping to get by asking us that, anyway? Do you really need a reason for everything you try? Just having the interest is more than enough.
Shizuku
*Sigh* Perhaps I'm putting far too much thought into this…
Eli
That reminds me. Sorry to suddenly change the topic, but there's something I'd like to ask of you, Shizuku.
Shizuku
Me? What might that be?
Eli
Honoka's been signed up to do some acting, but she's in a bit of a pinch. Do you mind giving her some advice?
Honoka
Oh, yeah! Shizuku's the perfect person to ask!
Umi
It would be quite helpful to get advice from someone with real acting experience.
Eli
Sorry to spring this on you, but could you help her out?
Shizuku
With acting? Of course! I'll be glad to help in any way I can!
Honoka
Yay! I'll get straight to the point, then. How do I get into character?
Shizuku
What kind of role is it?
Honoka
A bird, but I have no idea what goes on in a bird's mind. Actually, what do you think birds think about?
Shizuku
A b-bird?! Wow, a bird…
Honoka
I wonder what birds think about. How do they feel when they're flying?
Kotori
Honoka was about to jump off a roof yesterday because she wanted to understand what it's like to be a bird.
Shizuku
What?!
Umi
We had quite a hard time getting her to stop. I can't say this enough, Honoka. It's beyond extreme to insist you have to fly in order to understand how a bird feels.
Honoka
But Umi…!
Nico
No buts! Sheesh!
Shizuku
Off a roof…
Hanayo
Shizuku, what's the matter?
Shizuku
Huh? Oh, n-nothing. Nothing at all.
[Fade in/out.]
Player
*Laugh* That's definitely something Honoka would do.
Shizuku
But hearing about Honoka's method for getting into character has made me realize something. I understand the mistake I've been making.
Player
What do you mean?
Shizuku
My approach to acting was to transform myself into the role.
Shizuku
But it'd be more accurate to say all I did was mimic what someone else had already done. I based my performance on other performances.
Shizuku
That's why I don't have my own ways of expressing myself. There was no heart or soul behind what I was doing.
Shizuku
If I was told to play the role of a bird, I'd probably start by copying its movements. I wouldn't have thought to try and understand how a bird feels like Honoka did.
Shizuku
That's also how I approached being a school idol. All I've done is mimic how other school idols act, and never once seriously thought about how to express my true self.
Shizuku
Maybe I'm just a complete failure as both an actor and a school idol.
Player
Well, I disagree. You've started to think about how you wanna change the way you do things from now on, right?
Shizuku
Yes. But I still haven't come up with any ideas.
Option 1: “You really are something special, Shizuku.” |
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Player Mm-hmm, just as I thought. You really are something special, Shizuku. Shizuku What do you mean by that? |
Option 2: “That's your true self right there, Shizuku.” |
Player That's one side of your true self right there, Shizuku. That's one of your biggest strengths. Shizuku Huh? What are you talking about? |
Player
Normally, someone would consider quitting when things got to that point, but you never even considered it for a second, did you?
Shizuku
Well, I suppose not. Personally, I don't see any of it as a reason to quit.
Player
See? That's why you'll be fine. I'm sure you'll figure out how to express yourself in a way that only you're capable of.
Shizuku
I wonder. Still, I feel like I'm finally starting to see what I need to think about, so I'll do my very best.
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