Rina Ep. 10: Setback
Rina is working hard to improve her social media presence so she can connect more with everyone. One day, she calls you to the rooftop and asks for your advice.
Rina
Um, there's something I want to talk to you about… Do you think what I'm doing seems unfair to other people?
Player
Huh? Rina, what's wrong? Did something happen?
Rina
Oh, um, I'm not down or anything. It's just…I can't help but wonder what other people think of me.
Rina
Thanks to you and Ai, I have more followers on social media. I'm really happy about all the comments.
Rina
There are some people even saying they want their own Rina-chan Board.
Rina
My Rina-chan Board is a magical tool that lets me convey my feelings to the world.
Rina
But people don't know about that part, so they think it's just my gimmick as a school idol.
Rina
Maybe it is unfair for me to hide my face.
Player
No, I don't think so at all. It's an important invention made by you and Ai.
Rina
But…everyone wants to see my face. I like looking at someone's face when I talk with them, too.
Rina
I used to be able to talk normally, you know. Seriously. I don't know when it started, but I eventually couldn't figure out what facial expressions I should be making.
Player
Do you know why that happened? Would you be okay talking about it?
Rina
There's no particular reason, I don't think. I think it's a problem with my heart.
Player
What do you mean?
Rina
My parents have always been busy with work, and as I got older, they were at home with me less and less.
Rina
But they called me, texted me, and wrote me letters and stuff. Even though what I wanted most was to just have a meal with my family, I made do with that.
Rina
My parents have really important jobs. Jobs that help people. So I feel like I have to work really hard, too.
Rina
I have to show them I'm self-sufficient so they don't worry about me. I even taught myself how to be alone on nights and weekends…
Rina
So I'm fine with being alone, but no matter how funny a TV show is or how good a book is, I've grown unable to smile. I can't even do it when I'm having fun talking with friends at school.
Rina
That made me lose my ability to talk with my friends, and then I lost my ability to make facial expressions.
Rina
No matter how much I want to be friends with someone, everyone always thinks I look angry, or that my blank expression makes me seem fake, or that they can't read me. It's hard.
Rina
But then I met Ai and we made the Rina-chan Board. I became a school idol and I have an amazing support network. I'm really happy now.
Rina
That's why I want to connect with more and more people. But if my Rina-chan Board is unfair, then I shouldn't use it.
Player
If you choose to stop using it, I'll support you. But like I said before, I think it's a part of you.
Player
Your fans and followers like you for you. They can connect with you, with or without your Rina-chan Board.
Player
The people who think it's just a tool probably haven't seen you perform live.
Player
So today, why don't you post a video from the solo event? I have one I can send you.
Rina
A video?
Option 1: “If they watch it, they won't think it's just a tool.” |
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Player If they watch the video, they won't think it's just a tool. Rina You think so? Alright, I'll give it a shot. |
Option 2: “Look at everyone's comments.” |
Player After you post the video, look at everyone's comments and you'll understand. Rina Okay. If you say so, I'll do that. |
Player
After that, you can decide if you really want to stop using your Rina-chan Board.
Player
There's nothing wrong with seeing their reactions to your show before making a decision.
Rina
Yeah… Let's do that. Thanks.
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