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Ch. 40 Ep. 9: Amidst the Morning Mist

Kaoruko senses that you're feeling uncertain and chooses to share her own experiences with you. How will you feel after hearing her out?

Kaoruko

Here we are. How about getting a little fresh air before we hit the hay?

Kaoruko

Would you like some hot chocolate? It'll help you relax.

Player

Yes, please.

[Fade in/out.]

Kaoruko

Mmm! I love the early morning air! It's so refreshing!

Player

Thanks for driving us!

Kaoruko

You're welcome. Here's your hot chocolate!

Player

Thank you! Let's see how this tastes.

Kaoruko

It's sweet and warm enough to melt your heart!

Kaoruko

Ahhh, that's the stuff! It's been a while since I've had some.

Kaoruko

I remember making this for Shioriko all the time back in the day.

Player

Really?

Kaoruko

Yep. She used to beg me for it when she was little.

Kaoruko

But she never does that anymore… I kinda miss it.

Kaoruko

She went off and grew up while I wasn't looking.

Kaoruko

I guess they do say that children will grow up even without parents. Hahaha.

Player

Um… Kaoruko.

Kaoruko

What's up?

Player

Did starting the School Idol Festival ever make you feel anxious?

Kaoruko

Anxious? What do you mean?

Player

With everyone around you growing, succeeding, and talking about all their dreams…

Player

Did you ever feel like maybe you'd be the only one who would get left behind?

Kaoruko

Ah… So that's what this is all about, is it?

Player

Huh?

Kaoruko

Oh, nothing.

Kaoruko

Anxious, huh? I'd be lying if I said I never felt that way.

Player

So it was like that for you as well…

Kaoruko

Haha. That's right. It was like that even for me.

Kaoruko

It hasn't gone away, either. It might look like I'm doing as I please without a care in the world, but there's a lot of things I'm stressed about.

Kaoruko

The school idol girls are so dazzling, aren't they? And they're so open and honest about their hopes and dreams.

Kaoruko

Who wouldn't feel anxious, seeing that?

Player

…………

Kaoruko

It made me feel like I had to think about all that stuff too.

Player

Me too.

Kaoruko

And then you start thinking about it, in your own way. But it's no use. You can't figure it out.

Kaoruko

I mean, what do you want to spend your life doing? What do you want for the future?

Kaoruko

I think the people who can say “Yeah! This is what I want!” just like that are few and far between.

Kaoruko

Everyone wavers, worries, and feels anxious. I still wonder about this stuff myself, even now.

Kaoruko

But if there's any advice that I can give you, as someone who's lived with that uncertainty for a little bit longer than you have…

Kaoruko

Whatever you know you want to do right now, do it with every fiber of your being! When it comes down to it, that's more important than anything, I think.

Player

Do what I want to do with every fiber of my being, huh…

Kaoruko

That's right. Isn't that enough for now? Then, as you keep doing those things, maybe you'll start to get a better picture of what you want for your future.

Kaoruko

Not that I really have a clear idea of what I want to do with my life, even now…

Kaoruko

But what I do know for sure is that I want to do a bunch of interesting stuff that can make people happy.

Kaoruko

And if I keep doing stuff like that, I'm sure that someday, I'll find something that I want to devote my life to.

Kaoruko

That's what I think, anyway.

Player

Do you think I'll ever find something like that?

Kaoruko

I'm sure of it. So don't worry about it too much right now, okay? Just take your time, and I know you'll find that special thing that's yours and yours alone.

Kaoruko

It's pretty hard for one person to shine all on their own, but the folks you surround yourself with are overflowing with brilliance, so you'll definitely shine bright someday!

Kaoruko

Oops, I'm rambling. Why don't we get some shut-eye?

Kaoruko

You just rest for now. Save those worries for tomorrow.

Player

…All right.


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