Ch. 40 Ep. 9: Amidst the Morning Mist
Kaoruko senses that you're feeling uncertain and chooses to share her own experiences with you. How will you feel after hearing her out?
Kaoruko
Here we are. How about getting a little fresh air before we hit the hay?
Kaoruko
Would you like some hot chocolate? It'll help you relax.
Player
Yes, please.
[Fade in/out.]
Kaoruko
Mmm! I love the early morning air! It's so refreshing!
Player
Thanks for driving us!
Kaoruko
You're welcome. Here's your hot chocolate!
Player
Thank you! Let's see how this tastes.
Kaoruko
It's sweet and warm enough to melt your heart!
Kaoruko
Ahhh, that's the stuff! It's been a while since I've had some.
Kaoruko
I remember making this for Shioriko all the time back in the day.
Player
Really?
Kaoruko
Yep. She used to beg me for it when she was little.
Kaoruko
But she never does that anymore… I kinda miss it.
Kaoruko
She went off and grew up while I wasn't looking.
Kaoruko
I guess they do say that children will grow up even without parents. Hahaha.
Player
Um… Kaoruko.
Kaoruko
What's up?
Player
Did starting the School Idol Festival ever make you feel anxious?
Kaoruko
Anxious? What do you mean?
Player
With everyone around you growing, succeeding, and talking about all their dreams…
Player
Did you ever feel like maybe you'd be the only one who would get left behind?
Kaoruko
Ah… So that's what this is all about, is it?
Player
Huh?
Kaoruko
Oh, nothing.
Kaoruko
Anxious, huh? I'd be lying if I said I never felt that way.
Player
So it was like that for you as well…
Kaoruko
Haha. That's right. It was like that even for me.
Kaoruko
It hasn't gone away, either. It might look like I'm doing as I please without a care in the world, but there's a lot of things I'm stressed about.
Kaoruko
The school idol girls are so dazzling, aren't they? And they're so open and honest about their hopes and dreams.
Kaoruko
Who wouldn't feel anxious, seeing that?
Player
…………
Kaoruko
It made me feel like I had to think about all that stuff too.
Player
Me too.
Kaoruko
And then you start thinking about it, in your own way. But it's no use. You can't figure it out.
Kaoruko
I mean, what do you want to spend your life doing? What do you want for the future?
Kaoruko
I think the people who can say “Yeah! This is what I want!” just like that are few and far between.
Kaoruko
Everyone wavers, worries, and feels anxious. I still wonder about this stuff myself, even now.
Kaoruko
But if there's any advice that I can give you, as someone who's lived with that uncertainty for a little bit longer than you have…
Kaoruko
Whatever you know you want to do right now, do it with every fiber of your being! When it comes down to it, that's more important than anything, I think.
Player
Do what I want to do with every fiber of my being, huh…
Kaoruko
That's right. Isn't that enough for now? Then, as you keep doing those things, maybe you'll start to get a better picture of what you want for your future.
Kaoruko
Not that I really have a clear idea of what I want to do with my life, even now…
Kaoruko
But what I do know for sure is that I want to do a bunch of interesting stuff that can make people happy.
Kaoruko
And if I keep doing stuff like that, I'm sure that someday, I'll find something that I want to devote my life to.
Kaoruko
That's what I think, anyway.
Player
Do you think I'll ever find something like that?
Kaoruko
I'm sure of it. So don't worry about it too much right now, okay? Just take your time, and I know you'll find that special thing that's yours and yours alone.
Kaoruko
It's pretty hard for one person to shine all on their own, but the folks you surround yourself with are overflowing with brilliance, so you'll definitely shine bright someday!
Kaoruko
Oops, I'm rambling. Why don't we get some shut-eye?
Kaoruko
You just rest for now. Save those worries for tomorrow.
Player
…All right.
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