Ayumu Ep. 20: Honest Feelings Put into Song
Ayumu is pleased to discover that you've been meeting with all kinds of people to get hints about what she can do in her next event. After talking to those people herself, she's had an idea of her own.
Player
Good job today. You must be tired after meeting so many people all day.
Ayumu
Not at all. I'm the one who asked you to bring me along, so I have to be okay. Honestly, I was just nervous to meet the people who've been cheering for me this whole time.
Player
Ahaha. I think your fans were more on edge than you were.
Ayumu
We all were, definitely. But I'm really so glad I could talk to them. Actually, something occurred to me over the course of the conversation. Can I tell you about it?
[Fade in/out.]
Player
What was it?
Ayumu
Well, it's just…I was thinking I have to change too.
Player
Hmm? What do you mean?
Ayumu
Well, I just kinda feel like…I need to have more confidence in myself.
Ayumu
I realized that today when I met my fans. They all have so much faith in me.
Ayumu
But you know, up until now, I haven't had all that much faith in myself. I just couldn't understand why they'd be fans of someone like me.
Player
Oh, Ayumu.
Ayumu
I mean, I did want them to like me, of course! I'd been going up on stage to tell everyone, “This is who I am. Please look at me and watch over me.”
Ayumu
But I wonder if maybe I was going about it all wrong.
Player
Right…
Ayumu
No matter what I think of myself, my fans say they like me how I am.
Ayumu
I need to stop questioning why they like me. It's rude to all the people who support me each day.
Player
I think so too. It's really sad to see someone you like and admire put themselves down.
Ayumu
Mm-hmm. I'm just a normal girl, and there's really nothing that stands out about me. But there are so many people who like me anyway. It's really amazing!
Ayumu
I want to learn to like myself the way they do too. I want to have the confidence to say, “Yeah, I am pretty great, huh?”
Player
It's a shame you didn't tell that to all your fans. I bet they would've loved to hear it!
Ayumu
I wanted to tell you first.
Ayumu
Also! I want to tell them how I feel at my live show! I'm sure they'll pick up on it!
Player
Then we've gotta make a song that conveys that!
Ayumu
Yeah!
Player
Here I'd been wondering how you could make your fans happy when the answer was staring us right in the face all this time.
Player
We should use your words. No bells or whistles, just your honest feelings laid bare.
Ayumu
Wait, you want ME to write the lyrics?! I-I don't know about that… Do you really think I can?
Option 1: “Of course!” |
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Player Of course you can! You have feelings you want to share with everyone, don't you? Ayumu I guess that's true. I have so many words welling up inside my heart right now. |
Option 2: “Does it scare you?” |
Player Does it scare you? Ayumu Well, I mean, I don't know if I can put my thoughts into words. Player It'll be all right. You've got me with you! |
Ayumu
Well, then I'll give it a whirl! And I'll let everyone know just how I feel!
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